May 2009
35 posts
I don't have much to say.
Last night I watched the sun rise over a face instead of the sky. I laid on my couch and had some of the best conversation of my life until 7 am. For the first time in a really, really long time- something made sense. It was clear what I was ment to do and be. Hours later it is shady again, of course. I was told last night that I was really good on the inside, and really good on the outside....
April 2009
45 posts
And the winners are...
Taylor Swan Chevalier Taylor I had the hardest time picking the winners, I would also like to give a shout out to these people:tori urie, Hanna Goetze, Alicia Aida and laura webb. They were in the finals also. Most of all thanks for all your support and love, EVERY ONE OF YOU constantly amazes me with your words, talents and hearts. XOXOXOXOXOXO Also: It is international dance day! happy day...
I Wrote This For You: The Sun Or The Moon
I Wrote This For You: The Sun Or The Moon
call all your friends, tell them i'm never coming...
Thanks getty images! Heres some pics from inside peepshow!!! My pic (of course) I have fug face on, but thats because I am ACTING (pissed that the big bad wolf won’t leave me alone! I am the straw piggie! ) enjoy!
faith.
I think that each and every person alive should hear this talk. I read Eat, Pray, Love many moons ago (as I am sure half the world has) and it was wonderful and hearing her speak is equal amazing. Please take the time to watch all 19 minutes. Amazing. http://www.ted.com/talks/view/id/453 Ps. The crew from SYTYCD in the crowd tonight! As well as all the Brit-Brit dancers. So cool to see so many...
werk.
Last night Tabitha and Napolean came to see Peep. Pretty rad. You might know them as choreographers on SYTYCD and they are awesome. I love the new movement in hiphop that is moving towards a new, dare I say it, Like emohop. Very cool. Sometimes when I get upset or stressed I dance around my condo. I think about who I might be performing for and the I just make up stuff to songs that fit my mood....
a big cup of tea.
Good evening world, Hobo and I just snuggled up on the couch with a huge mug of tea and a snuggie (yes I own, and use my snuggie). Today was some insaneness, and a great show. Jermaine Dupri and Tabitha + Napolean were in the crowd tonight which was cool. Sadly no Janet. I have been so busy I have had little to zero time to think. I do most of my thinking in my car. I prefer to do my thinking...
Win these!
Hey y’all. Here is the deal. I am holding a contest. Awesome. I was so overwhelmed with your talents as artists for my tshirt designs that now I want to officially use your work! I am holding a banner design contest for my DVD “From Agents to Auditions”. I am looking for an emailable, postable, myspace commentable, little image link that shows off my dvd in the best light....
how could you be so heartless?
I dig. I did Kanye’s very first music video when I was a nobody and he was a nobody. I thought his name was KAIN. I danced the frug in a big sweater at a soundstage in Brooklyn. I am not a huge Kanye fan, but I dig this song. I think it might be on repeat today. In other news I went and saw Zumanity last night, again. Dude. Zumanity is very good. I love the show. The ballerina in pasties...
and....roll.
Hey it is earth day, the day that all the people who do not already recycle, or have SIGG’s or maybe people who litter get called out, and remember that they need to do their part. I am not that girl, but I decided that love long showers. My promise to earth is that I will stop taking such long showers. Let me know if I start to smell. It was an exciting day when I showed up at my casa and...
Sometimes I act as though I do not have big heavy thoughts going on in my head. They are ALWAYS there. Sometimes I let them go long enough to act like a goof. Sometimes I put them here. “Maybe nobody ever changes. As much as I would love to think this is wrong. It is most likely correct. The only thing that ever really changes inside us is our understanding of consequence to our actions....
I craft, therefore I am.
Sometimes I chat alot about things about me, and today, somethings NOT about me. My girl, Luam, is hot and I love this choreo. Get it. Mel B loved me opening night craft!! yayayayay AND! we were on extra! check it below! http://extratv.warnerbros.com/videos/ today is a day of work, work , work, clothes, web and bills :( enjoy the fun vids!
I think it's gonna be a long long time...
real. or fake.
Here is the thing about “reality” tv. It isn’t real. But no one knows that, or maybe everyone knows that. For me, I am not an actress. I do not know how to lie. I do not know how to be anything but me. Yesterday the producers of our show got some crazy ideas about staging a little “showmance” footage. This was not okay with me. I am trying (although, I am sort of an...
Green carpet!
word.
lily!
Loves this cover!
three parties on one night.
Afterparty #1- Roof of Planet Hollywood, beautiful, warm, danced my ass off to Poker Face, enjoyed some wine, friends and was impressed by the height of Trump, Sweetness of Mr. Sheen, Skinniness of Lohan, and grace of Mr. Jerry Mitchell. Reviews came flying in that PEEP was a smash, overheard from Perez, Robin Leach and the press that was there. Very Exciting, looks like the reccession...
OPENING NIGHT AT PEEPSHOW!
Tonight is the night! Spagatti is here, ironing his shirt, I am almost done some hair + MU prep and have packed up and soon we will head to the theatre for show, red carpet, gala, and after party. Looks as though as long as we are in bed by noon tommorrow we can get a full 7 hours before my next show. My girl kesh and her man are on a plane on their way from the west coast also. Cannot wait to...
Cannot sleep
I am WAY to excited for tommorrow. Had an amazing day when I walked into the theatre and saw THIS! A huge keltie, in full Lil P (piggie) costume on the pillar as you enter the theatre. Makes me so proud and make me think that my legs might be my best asset. Hee hee. Got to hang by the pool, reality tv style, all day and then did the show tonight with my awesome agent Christopher Freer in the...
hot.
Hot.
Fearless!
There will come a point in your life, or maybe every single day of your life where you will get to choose between doing something comfortable, easy and painless or something scary, uncomfortable and painful. You will have to choose between doing what everyone else is doing or standing strong in your own beliefs. You will have to choose to follow your own dreams and wake up everyday of your life...
i wonder.
I wonder if there will ever be a night where I do not dream about you. I guess my subconcious still wished things were different.
The Peep weekend begins!
Tommorrow launches us into official peepshow opening weekend! Tons of press and events and lots of fancy dresses! Just the way I like it. Tommorrow I am getting my new tattoo as a celebration of making it to this point! FEARLESS!!!!!!! Above is the scan of an article that is in Las Vegas Magazine about the show, I was interviewed and managed to get ONE line in! Yay. With Kelly and Mel (or as I...
my life now.
Finally some time to really write. Someone said something to me yesterday that I have not been able to stop thinking about. They said ” girls, being vunerable is so atrractive.” I wonder if this is my problem. In the past I never allowed anyone I was dating to ever see my fears, insecurities and emotions unless they were happy, strong and confident. Many times I did not feel that way...
win a dvd!
http://www.dancespirit.com/ Hey y’all, please visit dance spirit and enter to win one of my dvds “From Agents to Auditions!” I gave them five to send out to the people who enter and win! Very cool. Good thing to do on a tuesday night… xoKC
passion.
wow factor? hee hee
” I am an Idealist. I don’t know where I am going, but I am on my way” - Carl Sandburg
Smoke 3.
There are only a few things that move me to tears, this did. A women, maybe a little lost in her own skin, learning to live again, learning to exist again, and her legs…her talent. I sat and had an amazing conversation with Matt Trent who was a principle dancer for the Royal Ballet as well as the Australian Ballet. What an amazing man. He introduced me to Sylvie and her legs and talent. So...
scans mans.
Here are some scan of my article incase you didn’t buy it or can’t find it. I would love it, if you love it, or even if you hate it to hop over to www.dancepspirit.com and leave some feedback, you might even end up in print in the next issue! They took a big risk putting me on the cover and I know they are wondering what y’all think. Hanging with Shannon was awesome, she gave...
press release!
Above: my fav. Sugar and Bruno shirt by Lacey, check out sugarandbruno.com SUGAR AND BRUNO ANOUNCES NEW PARTNERSHIP Indianapolis, IN, April 9, 2009- Sugar and Bruno partners with Keltie Colleen. Sugar and Bruno announces today that they will be adding dancer Keltie Colleen to the Sugar and Bruno family. Sugar and Bruno began talking to Keltie in February at the DRN Expo in Las Vegas and is...
one more....and goodnight.
The first rock and roll song actually written for me. I know, I know, something about me must be muse-like? Wes has a large part in “Rockettes, Rockstars and Rockbottom”. I think my mom still has his cd in her car. He’s rad, we are still friends and I wouldn’t have traded those tiny cups of tea for anything. “We spent much of our time in his east village studio...
Atomictom forever!
My very favorite band from Brooklyn New York. Had an nice chat with Luke today online and he is just inspiring and awesome. “tried to find the things she sees on movie screens and magazines, but it’s all a lie, she’ll never find it”
Agents to Auditions!!
a couple of bananas and a bottle of booze.
Hey good morning world. I feel amazing. It is sunny and warm in sin city. I slept amazing. Last night was a dancers friday night and we had fun at Striphouse hanging with the crew and cast. I met the men that are producing the new show at the Wynn as well and Bob Martin AMAZING!!! who WROTE, yes WROTE the drowsey chaperone for Broadway. They actually stopped me in the parking lot as I was...
morning!
Today I shall dance all day, do a show and then take some time off to get out of my sweatpants and actually be social. So much drama happening at the show, and lucky for you it is all caught on tape for our tv show! So strange to walk around with a mic on all day. I really need to stop talking about my private parts. hee hee. I miss class, and I miss New York. I miss lyrical class with Chris...
oh hello.
again. 20 days. Hot damn. Keltie (yes, it is third person) is singing oh canada.
box.
I kept almost nothing of you around. It made me sick to see those things. I bought a hard drive and moved every picture and video and hid them away in the bottom of a box. I took the painting you painted for me and wrapped it in tissue, you wanted me to have those painted flowers forever, and now, never again. I took the book, the cd and the shirt I ordered because I wanted to always feel like I...
today.
follow me.
Empowerment is a pretty spectacular thing. I’ve been thinking, talking and living alot of “girl power” lately. Maybe it is because Mel walked into my life, maybe it is because I get to dance onstage with 16 of the most beautiful, confident women I have ever seen each night. Maybe it is the look in the audiences eyes when I catch them looking at me and I know they are thinking,...
backstage at PEEP!
http://video.aol.com/video-detail/mel-bs-peep-show/3819197673/?icid=VIDLRVENT06 So awesome. Doesn’t the show look cool!
this is where we used to live.
I slept spooning with hobo last night and her velvet ears fell on my pillow. I have a new home. I have a new teamaker. I read the first half of my book out loud last night to Albie. All he could say was ” heavy”. I have so much to say but so much drama has happened in the last 24 hours that I am almost completely ready to get back into bed and it is morning. Met Bette Milder last...
werk.
so much radness. mostly because of my romper.
books and boys.
“ I was thinking about how you said I could always trust you. I was Skeptical. You said I HAD to trust you. I wanted to believe you. You BEGGED me to trust you. You were so earnest, so persuassive, so charming. SO boyish and sincere. I said I knew that if I could learn to trust you, it would make me a better person in so many ways. You wrapped your arms around me. I allowed myself to be...
